>>>I Me Myself<<<

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Boi2x Justify himself in the past

-This entry was taken from my old blog and I captured it due to my anger towards cab snatchers. I want to potray how losers become a LOSER!!!!-

..........Oh there was this cab snatcher yesterday!!!

Fucking asshole!!!

I hoped she and he burnt in the hell for that shit!!!I was waiting for cab initially...and out of nowhere there was this "quite sexy" lady waiving her hands to get the cabs...I was like +_+( what the fuck!!) it was as though I'm transparent to her yah....Thanks to the God of justice though, there was no cabs that were available...

so she looked very impatient finally, and walked up the street to go to the other side I guess...Well, I didn't really get mad at her though, for I understood that she had to get to her destination soon....but, again, there was an apek walking pass me and trying to get the cab....What on earth the people think they are...

don't because they are older than me, then they think they have the privileges to snatch other people's cab!!!!

dude and dudettes...what do u guys think!!!Fucking asshole ya....Luckily, I must thank the God of Justice one more time, the taxi didn't want to stop at him...the cab in fact came towards me ( I think we were ten feet apart from one another)haha....Good gracious...My heart was like dancing joyfully,yey..haha... and I took the cab and off we go....yeahh,I was utter happy that time...I think the old apek was like angry to the heaven...too bad yeah...NO heaven and NO hell!!!!!.........

-Justify Do- .
7:14 AM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

BOI2x Justify Himself

So I just learned a new word lately..... no, actually I've known this word long time ago, but kind of forgotten about it and today it just appeared in my brain out of nowhere....

"technopreneur"

A world where most people, including me, of course, will not be able to live in the absence of technology. It is genereally well-known that today's teenagers are so attached to mobile phones that they will not be able to run their daily lives without it. It's as if their mobile phones could supply oxygen into their lungs and enable them to breathe normally. Well, the idea was quite stupid, that's how I put it, at first. I told myself that it's not a big deal not to have a phone nowadays....but, I was very very wrong indeed.

Having been apart with my phone for few days has been a torture to me honestly. Not a hardcore torture of course, a softcore one :p It doesn't affect me outwardly, but I just feel a massive blankness inside me, somehow I felt like losing a contact with a dearest friend of mine.

Let me show you this handsome little handphone. It is very costly and I bought it when it was first launched in Singapore. I love its sleek design and because it was limited edition at first, I thought having one would be a delight to me, coz I hate having the same thing with other people.

However, something awful is happening to me lately. I lost my wallet and now my phone is spoilt!!! I have to send it to the service centre intuitively, and I had expected it to be ready instantly. Well, perhaps it would take merely two days at most....To my surprise, however, the O2 assistant told me after two days that I have to make a replacement for the whole keypad...Well, it is just a button that cannot be pressed and I have to change the whole keypad. Fair enough, I told myself. So, I told the guy that I want to make a complete replacement for my keypad, and I have to pay a pretty amount of 100 bucks just for the keypad. KNN CCB!!! fucking EXX!!! I was infuriated lately at the thought of wasting unnecessary money....(My warranty card has expired, FYI).

In account to my anger, I was facing an uncivilised and uneducated man today...This happened days ago, but I just feel like penning them down. Sooo, I was queueing PATIENTLY to have a transaction at the ATM machine, when suddenly there was an old man wearing a worn-down shirt JOYFULLY cutting my queue and expecting me to be so indifferent about his uncivilised behaviour. He thought that he is an old man and has the privilege to cut the queue in front of a young teenage boy.

Unfortunately, UNFORTUNATELY, I shall highlight, He faced a hot-blooded young teenage boy who doesn't give a FUCK with the people around him. Obviously, I was so agitated that day because of certain issues which I am unable to recollect now, but I was so FUCKING tired coz I was overloaded and thereeeee..............

THEREEEE ladies and gentleman....

A fucking old ccb man cutting queue just right in front of me...God Mercy, plssss forgive this hot-tempered son of yours!!! Crimson with fury, I bumped my so called "biggy" body against him which resulted in him losing his equilibrium. Fortunately for him, he could gain his momentum and his "centre of gravity" is obviously low, coz He was able to stand straight. he backed off from the ATM machine and waited hopelessly behind me. He knew that it was sheer a waste of energy to challenge me. I could have been beaten him upside down if he dared enough to mutter curse under his breath. I SWEAR for God's sake I would FUCKING teach him how to behave in the public if only, IF ONLY, IF ONLY, a "CCB" word swim out of his mouth. It would have been a.....

*BANGGGG* @#$%

-Boi2x-

-Justify Do- .
9:30 AM

Monday, May 29, 2006

They day when I lost my Virginity

This is the day when I no longer a Virgin...gonna miss those moments*( Boi2x is no longer a Virgin??!!Wad the f**k??!!!hahax...shocking for some ppl, but not for others....First time to Sentosa after been living in Singapore for about 3 years...ok, some of you will be like, what the...?? But, that's the fact!So, I no longer a Sentosa Virgin after all...winks(devil smile*)
A moment to remember, a moment to treasure, photographed by a bypass and it turned out to be blur...Gonna treasure it!!

-Justify Do- .
8:35 AM

Everything in this world is just confusing...if only the globe is in the form of pieces of unsolved puzzle, I would have solved them and everything will be perfect. Sometimes, I wonder why would God put me in this alien place; it's so foreign; so confusing; I can't find my own world; neither can I find my own identity. I am extroverted in some ways which make it to be so uncooled, I can be damn serious but certain people hate me for emulating such state, I am capricious, I love to change, I hate a constant state, I want to be H2O. If only I am H2O, I can be a solid form, and when I want to have a contained flexibility, I'll be in a liquid form and when I am angry, I'll be the gas...I'll bump around you and FUCK around with you.

It occurs to me that people around me are such an asshole...I feel like I'm being used, I feel like I'm merely a disposable plastic bag. They will be nice to me when they need my help and they will be utterly BASTARD when my assisstance is no longer needed....FUCK U ALL GUYS...one day, when the north pole is the south pole and when the moon shines in the morning or when guys are pregnant while girls are so f**king spermic, I shall tremple you all, those who are on my paths, those who are begging for help, those who repulse me and you all shall burn in the hell for that matter...and I shall enjoy the view, the panorama where I'll be decapitating you all..

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I have a dream lately, a malicious dream, I shall say, a dream where I monopolise the world. A world of my own. I am the very domino player and when I want to destroy all of you, I will just flick my finger in one swing, a swing as if I am in a weightless world, a world where mass and weight is controlled by me, a world where ripping your intestines is as easy as turning my palm. And with that, I'll be watching your agony, your relentless sufferings, your cries and I shall be opening the best wine bottle I have

, when your tear ducts explode, and that is the moment I've been waitingg....a moment when you can no longer shed tears, a moment when you cry dry cries!!!

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The commotion between us is intolerable. A commotion desperately haranguing me to have what the society wants; not things that I desire. People think it's easy to build a relationship; well, it's just not my cup of tea...they are jealous of me perhaps. Sometimes, I wonder why they should be jealous of me. There is nothing special about me, except my.....(fill in the blank*)nothing is difficult and nothing is easy. It has never been difficult neither it's been easy for me....how could you measure myself by comparing with what you have....how could you judge myself by introspecting with what you are...I can't compromise myself by contrasting I ME MYSELF with YOU YOURS YOURSELF....so back off before I point out your weaknesses....back off before I fire you with my super combo cannon....Please admit that you are idiot, that you are ugly, that you are just a rubbish in the society that has to be disposed. Don't dirty the environment, the Earth is ailing, Mother Nature needs to be hospitalised and you are just deteriorating the situation by exposing ur ugliness.

I can't bear with it, I can't take it anymore...wait till one day when I'll show you my true colour..

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Dedicated to:

The people around me

-Justify Do-

Boi2x

-Justify Do- .
2:52 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

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Getting back results is definitely a moment some people would like to embrace and certainly, without any doubt, a moment when people hate so much as they will shed tears inevitably.

Stress is a screw in every single individual life as it is an essential component in shaping everyone of us to be better individuals. In the absence of a screw, a worker will not be able to hang a picture in the wall or conjoin machines to create a complete machines for the use of our everyday's lives. It is, therefore, my contention, to highlight the importance of stress in our daily lives as the absence of it, will create an enormous boundary which may bar us from progressing and to push the frontiers.

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Today, I saw many down-hearted faces zooming around the school and they wore different kinds of masks. There were a group of people wearing cheerful masks and I told myself, either they were too apathetic to even care about their results or simply they were satisfied with what they had achieved. There were bunch of people, of course, who wore despondent masks sending out distress calls, begging for helps. Their pleas at the instance were falling on to deaf ears and I was so sure that I told myself that they were the hopelesses and goners who were so desperate to find a way out from the labyrinth they were in.

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To my surprise, one of my comrads was so trapped in a labyrinth that he could not even stand up to FIGHT the profoundly confounding walls which, subsequently invaded his defense armour and defeated him. He shed tears!Compelling, Appaling, Shocking, Outrageously so not "down to earth". I was speechless and concurrently confused. He is -or perhaps was, I shall say- the kind of a person who doesn't care about his results and THEREEE he was, sitting down forlornly seething with sadness that was so abstract that he could not comprehend the nature of the sadness, per se. Nothing was to be done at the moment for nothing could be done. Confused me to no end for nothing was done to achieve what had been expected.

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You may ask yourself, how about me? The author of this puzzling entry. The renowned "I, Me, Myself"-which is boasted by the author-devil smile*)

I, Me, Myself was so reluctant to even care about his own results. It was expected in some ways, but it was so unbelieveable UNEXPECTED. The tumultuous, the paranoia, the dejection, the happiness were all entertwined to form an endless mess. There I was, too indifferent to even have another look at what I have achieved for nothing could be done to change the immutable situation....

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Dedicated to:

My CoMrAds

Hope U all the best luck in life

-Justify Do-

Boi2x

-Justify Do- .
7:04 AM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

I hate the world for its beauty,
I hate the sun for its brightness,
I hate the hell for its coldness,

There is no white if there is no black,
No good is ever present in the absence of bad,
Appreciate Hell to have Heaven,

I hate people for their kindness,
I hate myself for what I have,
I hate everything in the world for what is has,

Don't think you all can use me,
I have tried to be kind, but bitterness is what I get,
Don't think I am dumb, because you all are bunch of idiots,
Idiots! Idiots! Idiots!

I am a jealous person and I don't see it to be bad,
I am villanious, iniquitous, nefarious,
and you have to appreciate it,
because good is never present in the absence of bad,
I wasn't born yesterday and Don't ever think so!

Touch me and you are dead, Fight me and you are a dumb,
Rebuff me and you will be flattened.
Don't flatter me coz I know that you want something from me,
Don't ever think I am a kinder coz you are a FUCKER!

====I know you are jealous of me and that's why you sneer at me===
=====vehemence,predilection,avidity,umbrage=====
====vivacity,ambrosial, gimme,vanity====
====seductive,scrumptious,senile====
====bygone,virulent,vermin====
===fossil,contemporary===
==sleety, snappy==
=FUCK you=
==dramatis,vain==
===phlegmatic,pompous===
====sweltry, thermogenic,hunk====
=====reticient,impassioned, impetuous=====
=====robust,rumbuctious,acrimonious,fleud=====
=====vouchsafing,copulation,castigation,roncocious====
====Lithium,Rubidium,Potassium,Sulphate,Uranium===

Nothing is real in this world for nothing is fake,
everything will be decimated for nothing will be created,
Life is unjust for everyone of us,
Everyone is merely our enemies,
To trust is to give,
and no one is giving.

Dedicated to:
My families, my non-families, my friends, my enemies and myself.

-Justify Do-
Boi2x

-Justify Do- .
8:09 AM