Monday, May 29, 2006
Everything in this world is just confusing...if only the globe is in the form of pieces of unsolved puzzle, I would have solved them and everything will be perfect. Sometimes, I wonder why would God put me in this alien place; it's so foreign; so confusing; I can't find my own world; neither can I find my own identity. I am extroverted in some ways which make it to be so uncooled, I can be damn serious but certain people hate me for emulating such state, I am capricious, I love to change, I hate a constant state, I want to be H2O. If only I am H2O, I can be a solid form, and when I want to have a contained flexibility, I'll be in a liquid form and when I am angry, I'll be the gas...I'll bump around you and FUCK around with you.
It occurs to me that people around me are such an asshole...I feel like I'm being used, I feel like I'm merely a disposable plastic bag. They will be nice to me when they need my help and they will be utterly BASTARD when my assisstance is no longer needed....FUCK U ALL GUYS...one day, when the north pole is the south pole and when the moon shines in the morning or when guys are pregnant while girls are so f**king spermic, I shall tremple you all, those who are on my paths, those who are begging for help, those who repulse me and you all shall burn in the hell for that matter...and I shall enjoy the view, the panorama where I'll be decapitating you all..
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I have a dream lately, a malicious dream, I shall say, a dream where I monopolise the world. A world of my own. I am the very domino player and when I want to destroy all of you, I will just flick my finger in one swing, a swing as if I am in a weightless world, a world where mass and weight is controlled by me, a world where ripping your intestines is as easy as turning my palm. And with that, I'll be watching your agony, your relentless sufferings, your cries and I shall be opening the best wine bottle I have
, when your tear ducts explode, and that is the moment I've been waitingg....a moment when you can no longer shed tears, a moment when you cry dry cries!!!
, when your tear ducts explode, and that is the moment I've been waitingg....a moment when you can no longer shed tears, a moment when you cry dry cries!!!---------------------------------------------------------------------
The commotion between us is intolerable. A commotion desperately haranguing me to have what the society wants; not things that I desire. People think it's easy to build a relationship; well, it's just not my cup of tea...they are jealous of me perhaps. Sometimes, I wonder why they should be jealous of me. There is nothing special about me, except my.....(fill in the blank*)nothing is difficult and nothing is easy. It has never been difficult neither it's been easy for me....how could you measure myself by comparing with what you have....how could you judge myself by introspecting with what you are...I can't compromise myself by contrasting I ME MYSELF with YOU YOURS YOURSELF....so back off before I point out your weaknesses....back off before I fire you with my super combo cannon....Please admit that you are idiot, that you are ugly, that you are just a rubbish in the society that has to be disposed. Don't dirty the environment, the Earth is ailing, Mother Nature needs to be hospitalised and you are just deteriorating the situation by exposing ur ugliness.
I can't bear with it, I can't take it anymore...wait till one day when I'll show you my true colour..
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Dedicated to:
The people around me
-Justify Do-
Boi2x
-Justify Do- .
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