Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I don't give a FUCK

The dispute and commotion are just so thrilling! My life gets no longer so monotonous after all. Thanks to my agitator.

Having this "big" fight with my guardians last week and hell, it boosted up my ego and adrenaline. The feelings were just too much for words to describe. Of course, being on the side of the winner, I couldn't help myself but to infuse my heart with petals of rose. Having been sleeping on the bed of roses have definitely change me in some ways, not to mention my very ego that has been satisfied.

Never mind about the ego, but I have learnt something from this duel. (Can't tell the full story- words are too insufficient!). I learn that commitment is of paramount importance. In the world of business, especially, we have to hold our own words. Something that has been said cannot be taken back. Well, even though we have said the wrong thing, but, at least, we try to justify ourselves CORRECTLY! Not beating around the bushes, lamenting our own problems and hope someone will stick his ass on our problems. The point I want to stress is that everyone has their own problems and the magnitude of these problems is subjective. One cannot tell which problem is more troubling than the others and please, for our mother's sake, don't sell your problem as if you are having a big sale and hope it will attract everyone's attention, because, I DON'T give a SHIT to your problems. Ask me whether I want to lend my ears to you beforehand before you open your mouth!

Another thing that struck me is that sometimes, I can't even believe that I have so much capability to actually admonish and criticise someone that I suppose to put my respect onto. Well, this is something beyond my control, of course. Unexpectedly, I could just stand up for what I believe and of course this is the characteristic that has ingrained in my body. I WILL STAND for what I BELIEVE and those who try to cross my path will get if from me.

Can't write any longer...I gotta rest now. I'll be having chinese O level oral tomorrow.


-Satisfied Do-


-Justify Do- .
8:58 AM