Boi2x Reflection

Looking at myself in the mirror today, and something is just slapping me. The reflection of myself is utterly simple, yet confounding. We look at ourselves in the mirror everyday, but has it come to our mind, what if the person in the mirror is not ourselves??

Thinking back my past life and I asked myself whether my life has been useful or has it been a waste? Nobody knows. Except...myself, of course.

Questions have been repeating itself in my mind lately, Who am I? Why am I here? What will I be in the next 10, 20 years? How am I going to make peace with God? Nobody knows. Not even myself.

The loneliness is killing me, the quietness is deafening my ears, the purity is blackening my vision. I couldn't figure out things clearly. I have been blinded, I have been silenced, I am speechless, I am who I am, I am not someone I want to be, How does it feel not to be born? Identity is something I'm desperately trying to grope, Vision is something I'm desperately trying to see and Mission is something I'm desperately trying to accomplish.

Looking myself at this point of time, I don't think I'm ready for the worst. I am weak, I have so many weaknesses, I feel insecure. I want to fight those who I would like to fight with, but I just lack of the courage, I just lack of the ability. I just don't have the power and the world is not a place where I could build my dreams.

Has it come to our mind, what if the world is not only the only place where there is a co-existence of species? What if there is other creatures, much better than us, out there?? Isn't it weird that the universe is such an endless horizon, yet life only exists in this tiny microscopic Earth? I wonder.........




-Justify Do- .
5:55 AM