Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I am under ATTACk


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Strange things do happen. And it happened to me.

I was strolling home, contemplating what makes my life so tedious. Apparently, school is one of the main reasons. It is so monotonous that I could feel intensely the banality of this matter.

Upon heading towards my haven, my mind was flooded with, again, strange thoughts. I was thinking how marvelous it is if I were to skip school for a week and to have a long vacation somewhere out of this country to kill the 'routine' term. I know, it sounds so impossible and I should appreciate the good life I have. But, what can I say, we like to whine about our situation and like to taste a new fresh experience. That's how thing goes around, isn't it?

Something struck me suddenly, and that was my SHADOW!



Shortly, I asked myself, who is the guy in that shadow? My mind was boggled as I was trying desperately to sought an answer.

I know, this sounds a little bit corny, but I've been thinking lately about my identity. My true colour that is being hid brutally as it tries to match what is socially desirable. Identity that acts as a compass that gives me a firm direction so as to which locus I would like to head on; identity that acts as a passport which permits me to integrate into the society. As such, it holds the entire responsibility to shape me into what is acceptable according to moral upright, however I hate such moral.

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Miracles do happen! And it happened to me.

As mentioned before, I was hoping that I would be able to skip school so as to have a long break from the school. Either it was a coincidence or my wish that was being fulfilled, I did not know. I was having a terrible gastric pain and was unable to go to school for 2 days. The downside is that I have a bad day as I am battling to endure the perpetual pain throughout the days, but I have terrific days! I am enjoying myself laze around!

I have to consume these medicine- syrups for diarrhea, pills to neutralise the acids and pain killer. God, I was corroded by the pain I have to endure. Such a tremendous contraction make me nausea.

But, I guess I'm fine now.



-Justify Do- .
11:41 AM