Wednesday, August 30, 2006

The ROW


I wonder what makes life meaningful.
Many say it is the way we see life from different angles.
Many say an interesting life makes our life meaningful.

I disagreed.

We have so much distractions in our lives which make it interesting.
But, it is how we act responsibly that makes our lives meaningful.
So, how do we act responsibly?

I have a row this week. A huge row! I felt that I was being used up.. and for the sacrifices I have made, I was lashed with ungrateful responses. Merely a howl and that's it..Off me go! It isn't nice to talk about people's bad habit and their fears, and for that reason, I can't open the secrets; secrets I'm dying to keep to myself.

Because of the dispute, I couldn't help myself but to distance myself from the people around me. I am frustrated, I am stressed, I am melancholic, I am despondent...Things have been running quite bad for me. I am at the edge of failure and my future is yet visible. I am still confused and I don't have the assurance still. The paths lay ahead is still unclear. Too much fog, too misty... Perhaps, the pressure and urgency have been too overwhelming that it keeps torturing me. I have so much responsibility yet so little time and for all the things I have done, it goes unrecognised.

So, I asked myself what makes our live meaningful.
I think I still have to figure it out...


-Justify Do- .
2:26 AM